Tree of Life Sketch

The first official creative post! This is a quick sketch of the tree of life. I've always loved this symbol because it reminds me everything in the world is interconnected, a philosophy I try to live by. I'm thinking of doing a painting to replace the awful scheduler, complete with university crest, that I had on the wall by my bed. A tree of life was an idea I'd been considering, so I figured I'd do some sketching first.

Why are we here?

I was recently diagnosed with clinical depression. I'm taking medication, seeing a therapist, doing all the right things a depressed person is supposed to do. But, I firmly believe I'm only going to get better if I make changes in my life and take the effort to make myself happy. I may have gotten my psychology degree from a cereal box, but I think at least some of my unhappiness stems from a great lapse in creative activities in my life. Stress from school, a relationship gone horribly awry and genetic predisposition probably played their part too. I've solved the first problem: I'm taking a break from school. The second problem is, hopefully, finally resolved as well. The third I can't do a lot about. So it's time I do something about my lack of creative outlets.

I don't have a particular creative talent. I like to think I'm a half decent writer, but unless I'm actually in a writing course I very rarely write anything non-academic. I enjoy painting, but the closest thing I have to formal art education is a class in junior high. I sew, a couple quilts, a dress, but it's always with my mother's guidance. I play the violin, but these days I can't play much more than Twinkle Twinkle. I'm not discouraged though. I'm not looking to be Shakespeare, Picasso, Coco Chanel, or Vivaldi. I'm just looking to be happy.

I'm going to chronicle my journey into the creative. I don't promise to post every day because projects can take a while and I've got a couple trips planned. I will try my best, though, to put up something new every week. I look forward to taking back my life!